Sunday, February 7, 2010

"Shall we dance?"

... and 'is it OK if I make a mistake'?!
Hope your answer is 'yes', that's what this darkroom entry is about.

But first, something from the 'whatever catches my eye...' part of this blog.
No politics this time, how about some architecture?
I photographed architecture for a decade in the Wash., DC area, '81-'91 w/ a 4x5, and I still have a better than average eye for what's going on. At least I like to think so.
You'd have to be blind or living in a cave to have not noticed the work of Frank Gehry, and all his wildly organic designs:

http://www.listphile.com/The_Buildings_of_Frank_Gehry

I noticed an article in my most recent New Yorker magazine, about a building designed by Jeanne Gang, in Chicago, a high-rise tower that has the most subtly beautiful facade I've seen in a long time.
I've been a subscriber to the 'New Yorker' for many years, you don't have to live there to appreciate it, by any means. It is a great collection of truly intelligent thought, that goes way beyond the headlines, and lands in my, or perhaps *your?*, if you wish? mailbox, once a week.
When I have to choose between beans, rice, and the New Yorker...?
Then I know times are tight, and I have to decide between... beans or rice.
The New Yorker is not on my list of disposables - it's that simple.



The Sky Line - Wave Effect
Jeanne Gang and architecture’s anti-divas.
by Paul Goldberger
http://www.newyorker.com/arts/critics/skyline/2010/02/01/100201crsk_skyline_goldberger

The thing that struck me most about it was that it resembled, of all things, the undulation of patterns in sand, at the beach!
What a beautiful building! Thank you, J.G.!!

http://www.contemporist.com/2009/11/24/the-aqua-tower-by-studio-gang-architects/

Back to photography, and darkroom...


The 'dancing' part is the negative (top left) that started it off - at the bottom, with the petroglyph figures (at least it seems like they are dancing, what ever any petroglyphs 'mean' is speculation). I managed to come upon this at a very opportune moment - a lot of petroglyphs are very subtle and hard to photograph - when I came upon this one, it was very well lit from the side, emphasizing the slight 'carving' into the desert veneer.
I did three versions, and made some mistakes, or should I say 'prints that just didn't cut it'.
The first version (top right) used some rock formations from "Seven sisters" in Valley of Fire, Nevada, and some campfire flames.
Nope, this doesn't cut it. But I never toss a mistake/out-take away - I have found that creative/well thought out hand-coloring can breathe new life into a print like this. I'll get there, one of these days.
So what's next for the remaining two exposures with the dancers??
Hhmmm... I used to have an unwritten rule to myself, that if I used a negative once, I 'retired it'. But for the last 10 years, I have been working at a photo/digital studio that primarily does work for artists. And I've noticed that many of them have no problem producing many, many pieces that are all cut from the same cloth, and re-use the same colors, & compositions (w/ variations).
It's good for sales - galleries have a steady stream of similar 'product' to sell.
Sooo... I reached for one image I've used before - the carousel...
which seemed to fit in above the dancers well, and be a more modern version of: "..round and round and round we go, where we stop?..."
or perhaps: 'Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we'll die'...
It was all about 'partying down' when good times (good harvest, & meaty game killed, life is Goooood!) happen.
I figured there must be something to 'top this off', probably a sky...but which one? (I have sooo many).

Hey, how about a rather bizarre 'mushroom cloud' over SF Bay shot from my apt. rooftop many years ago?
Once again, even though this is a very interesting cloud... the print?
(bottom left)..doesn't cut it, it doesn't 'flow' from bottom to top.
Making mistakes isn't bad, so long as you learn from them.
And yes, stacking 3 images one above the other poses another challenge - it's obvious that I'm adding things one above the other, the challenge is to make it all flow, and become a vertical image...
Finally, I tried another sky, that really 'soars' vertically... and that was a winner!

You can check out larger images at:

www.bobbennettphoto.net/BeachBlog_2010/Dancing/index.html

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Am I.. "giving away my 'secrets?"

Can any creative artist pass on their 'secrets' to anyone...?
Good question, isn'it?
Well..... Hhmmm... yes and no.
In this post, I'll discuss both, as applied to darkroom & digital.

But first!......
I may have to add some political commentary, as a prologue, on a regular basis - there is too much going on to ignore!

(I snipped this from a story on... i don't remember! CNN? The NYTimes?.. sorry I can't attribute it properly.)

>>>The Supreme Court on Thursday opened wide new avenues for big-moneyed interests to pour money into politics in a decision that could have a major influence on the 2010 midterm elections and President Barack Obama’s 2012 reelection campaign.

President Obama led a chorus of Democrats and public interest groups attacking the decision:

“It is a major victory for big oil, Wall Street banks, health insurance companies and the other powerful interests that marshal their power every day in Washington to drown out the voices of everyday Americans,” the president said. “This ruling gives the special interests and their lobbyists even more power in Washington—while undermining the influence of average Americans who make small contributions to support their preferred candidates."

Rep. Mike Pence (R-Ind.) said the ruling “takes us one step closer to the Founding Fathers’ vision of free speech, a vision that is cherished by all Americans and one Congress has a responsibility to protect.”
“This is a great day for the American people and free speech,” declared Cleta Mitchell, a top Republican election lawyer. She said that through the decision the court “has ripped the duct tape off the mouths of the American people.”

Hellooo!, excuse me?! ..did you say:
"ripped the duct tape off the mouths of the American people"????
"a great day for the American people and free speech????
No, absolutely not. The duct tape has been ripped off of *major corporations mouths*!!!,
as if they didn't already have enough say, through lobbyists and PAC's!!!.
And it's another example of 'news' that is total BS.
I like Obama, i think he has been dealt such a bad hand, no matter what he does, he will never be able to do enough, because there is just too much to be done, no one could possibly deal with it all.

This Supreme Court decision is AWFUL!
The effects will be felt for years, maybe decades, to come.

Sooooo... let's just bury our heads in the sand, and deal with images, for a bit. :-)

First, darkroom 'secrets'.

I get the impression many photographers guard their techniques closely - if they are doing things that make them money, they sure don't want anyone else getting in on their act. Can't blame them for that. But since I don't depend on my darkroom work to pay the rent (haven't, for well over a decade), that one just doesn't apply to me.
Besides which, nothing I do is very complicated.
But most importantly, I truly believe that it's not the techniques themselves that are the real heart of what my images end up being (or what creativity is about, in general).
I've been doing photo-montage for over 25 years now, and I've developed a 'sixth sense' about what I shoot to begin with... and what I choose to combine.
And how I do both of those is the result of many (many!) years of creating something visual.
And, yeah, well,... maybe a bowl or two... or three :-)

And if you learn my techniques?... you will bring different source material, and a different sensibility, to the table, no two ways about it. And perhaps other 'particulars' of your situation will kick you into different uncharted waters.
As an example?.. I definitely took my first inspiration/cues from Jerry Uelsmann,
(http://www.uelsmann.net). I've seen a photo I dimly remember of his darkroom, he had 4 enlargers, and so he could combine 4 negatives together, by exposing the same sheet of paper in sequence. I only had 1 enlarger, never had the space or money for more, so I came up with ways to deal with that, and they were actually liberating! I could add as many different elements as I wanted.
I was also rather forced by circumstances, to start doing commercial/assignment work, which inspired me to come up w/ other techniques., and to do hand-coloring.
Most of people wouldn't have that problem (or should I call it an opportunity?).
So I am 'telling you my secrets (sort of)'... but you'll never end up looking like me, I fear for nothing, more power to you.
For instance, if your were to have these two negatives (at the top), would end up with the two prints below?




I didn't think so - I rest my case! :-)
I am telling you the only part of the 'secret' that I can - the intangibles that get me from the negs to the prints, I couldn't possibly describe.


As for digital work/& secrets?...
I am still, at 58, stuck w/ a day job, not full time, more than part-time - it is making digital prints/reproductions of art. Which can really be a bitch.
Artists want the prints to look as much like the original art as possible. If I can scan the art (I have at my disposal an Epson 12x18" scanner), that makes life much easier than if I have to deal w/ a 4x5 transparency, which is then scanned, and becomes my starting point.
Shooting any art onto 4x5 Ektachrome changes it, contrast picks up, colors shift a bit.
Real life is messy and inconvenient sometimes - deal with it.
Regardless of the starting point, I have to adjust to match the art.
And if 'global' layer adjustments just don't work (and they don't, many times)...?!
I have to pull something out of another 'bag of tricks' ( lots of masks. & layers, etc)
I wrote an old east coast photog. I knew long ago w/ my 'bag of tricks'.
And it went like this:
(Hey, "photoshop advice you don't have to pay for" - what could be better than that?)

As a preface, all this is based on how things get done where I work - how anyone else goes about this,
I have NO idea.

All the work I do is for artists, who are for the most part clueless about the compromises that must sometimes be made in the reproduction process, but they are incredibly picky nonetheless.
If anyone thinks an epson printer can match their cadmium red or orange?.....fugeddaboutit! it can't be done.
Better to tell 'em, upfront, get it over with.
But they are very particular about how their prints look, and we invite them to view proofs, and comment as they want. And we proceed from there...

So here's my work routine:

• First, give the image an assigned profile - Adobe RGB 1998 has proven to be AOK, & widely accepted. ( 'untagged' will definitely give you problems.)
and save the image as an RGB image - CMYK is problematic ( At least, I have a difficult time dealing with it) - let the printer make that conversion.
• Decide on a paper choice, and leave it that way!
(any change in paper/'substrate' can change the color)
• Hopefully the art has been photographed along w/ a kodak greyscale card - do an initial Levels layer that corrects that grayscale card to be as neutral as possible.
• Decide on 'printer settings & options', record them / write them down! and stick w/ them!
In Imageprint/Colorbyte software (which is what I have to work with), they don't make much difference - but using the 'generic/built in' Mac print driver? ...any change in paper settings will change color.
And obviously if you are using any profiles when the image gets sent to the printer, pick one, and stick with it.
My experience is that some are good... and some are whacked out, and useless, or worse (& get in the way).
((Remember the 'KISS' principle? ( "Keep It Simple, Stupid"!)
Do that. Ignore it?... at your peril!))

• Do a proof print of that 'V1' w/ just the simple levels adjustments - the software I use allows me to drag and drop the full size image file into a window I can 'describe' ( '10x15" ' for instance) and send to the printer. If you don't have that, you can just 'Duplicate image', & resize, and send that to the printer.
• Check that out, make notes, carefully, and start making layers to correct what needs fixing.
• The adjustment layer options i find most useful?...
---- Levels, but only to correct overall things - go into 'channels'...
and fiddle w/ any of them......but carefully!
---- 'Selective color' is the adjustment layer I reach for most often - it is seems to be better at dealing w/ any particular colors, in a 'narrow'/particular way - I want to fix what is broken, without fucking up anything else that isn't 'broken'...
but....beware! The farther the color is from a 'pure' red, green, yellow, blue... the harder it will be to affect it.
And there is a lot of 'cross-over' - a reddish/orange?... can be changed by dealing w/ both yellows, and reds.
And blues? where does a sky blue stop being a blue (in selective color) and start being a cyan???
Your guess is as good as mine.
It depends on the image you are working with.

i just keep making adjustments layers (and keeping them as separate/individual layers, so i can 'undo' easily).

• 'Hue/saturation' layers? I use em for the 'saturation' part - they work 'til about +25. After that, they just pull out all the 'modifiers' ('red' actually needs some of it's opposite, cyan, to feel 'rich and meaty').

Once global adjustments stop being useful, I reach for the magic wand tool, select areas that need a kick in the ass, and do just those things/areas - still sticking w/ the 'if it ain't broke, don't fix it' thing.
If I can't find a color in selective color, i treat it as a 'neutral', and work with that.

Don't change the order of the layers - that can affect how they work.
I work from the bottom up, & keep adding to the top.

And, yeah, I make numerous small proofs as I go along.

Sooo... here's a look at one image, way too big to scan, shot onto 4x5 film... and how I managed to make a print that matched the original to the clients satisfaction:




www.bobbennettphoto.net/BeachBlog_2010/ColorTweaking/index.html


You can even download a small version of the Photoshop file, w/ all the layers, and check out what I did.
If anyone reading has thoughts/ comments? bring 'em on.

In a couple of weeks?... back to the darkroom!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

As usual, the NY Times is way ahead of the pack, everyone else is eating their dust.

As usual, the NY Times is way ahead of the pack, everyone else is eating their dust.

RE: Haiti:

http://lens.blogs.nytimes.com/2010/01/17/assignment-20/?hp

http://thelede.blogs.nytimes.com/

RE: Iran

The Iranian Exile’s Eye
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/01/17/weekinreview/17fathi.html?ref=weekinreview

I went to a very prestigious New England boarding school, from age 10 - 17, I won't name it.
I wouldn't want their name sullied by me, who was a rather bad student, a hell raiser, and 'drug' user, to boot.
Every Sunday AM, a stack of NY Times sunday edition landed on a table on the top floor of the schoolhouse, which I always raided, and took a copy to a vacant schoolroom, and *devoured*!
... and then put back on the table...for the real subscriber.
I still devour it now, there is no other news organization that does it so well.
So my advice is?... 'Book(mark)'em Dan-O'!
(from Hawaii 5-0)
You'll be glad you did!

Sometimes the news pisses me off sooo much...

Gotta interrupt the usual photo talk for the 'real world'.
There is some real idiocy out there, and I don't why anyone is giving these people a second of air time, or attention.

Here's an example:

'Rush 'meant' what he said about Haiti'
http://news.yahoo.com/s/politico/20100115/pl_politico/31539

“Everything this president sees is a political opportunity, including Haiti, and he will use it to burnish his credentials with minorities in this country and around the world, and to accuse Republicans of having no compassion,”
He also appeared to discourage help for the island nation, saying, “We've already donated to Haiti. It’s called the U.S. income tax.
Critics have characterized Limbaugh’s comments as insensitive and tone-deaf at a time when heartbreaking images of the devastation dominate news coverage.

(this is supposed to be 'news' or 'intelligent discussion about current events'?? Helloo?? excuse me?!?!)

Confronted with some of that criticism, Limbaugh slammed a caller as “close-minded.”

“What I’m illustrating here is that you’re a blockhead,” Limbaugh shot back. “What I’m illustrating here is that you’re a close-minded bigot who is ill-informed.”

If anyone here is a close-minded, ill-informed, bigoted blockhead here?
It's Rush!
As if that wasn't enough? Enter, from stage right, another idiot, Pat Robertson!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/csm/20100114/wl_csm/273911
Pat Robertson Haiti comments: French view theory with disbelief

By Robert Marquand Robert Marquand – Thu Jan 14, 1:48 pm ET
Paris – It took about five nanoseconds for evangelical Pat Robertson’s video verdict on the causes of the Haiti earthquake to start making the rounds in France.
Mr. Robertson’s theory that Haitian slaves made a “pact with the devil” 200 years ago in order to free themselves from the hated clutches of Napoleon Bonaparte's regime – resulting in a curse that led to the destruction of much of Port-au-Prince and a massive loss of life in Tuesday's earthquake – got the usual chuckles of disbelief among local intelligentsia about American culture.

I would like to remind the rest of the world most emphatically that Pat Robertson does NOT speak for all of us.
Why, oh why, are people like this getting broadcast time?
One of the networks should hire me, as anchor. Yeah, there would be a full ashtray on the news desk, with maybe a half smoked joint in there somewhere, and a glass full of what looks like like OJ, but was spiked strongly with 'vitamin V'(vodka)... but at least I wouldn't tolerate crap like Rush and Pat!
I'd put this story at the top:
(and after that, all the web addresses, and 1-800 numbers, of organizations that are trying to provide relief... and I'd let it hang there for a good 20 or 30 seconds, to give you lots of time to write them down... or feel guilty for not doing so.)

How bad is it? "Expect Gettysburg"
January 15, 2010 - CNN
Posted: 03:24 PM ET
http://pagingdrgupta.blogs.cnn.com/2010/01/15/expect-gettysburg/?hpt=T2

By Elizabeth Cohen
CNN Senior Medical Correspondent

Yesterday I flew to Port-au Prince along with a team of medical doctors from the University of Miami. As the sun set and we made our descent, I asked the physician on the plane with the most experience working in Haiti, Dr. John MacDonald, what to expect.
“Expect Gettysburg,” he said.
“What?” I asked.
“Expect Gettysburg,” he repeated. “You know, the kind of medicine they practiced in the Civil War.”
Once I arrived, I saw what MacDonald meant.
While doctors here aren’t anesthetizing patients with liquor the way they did in the Civil War, the care at the makeshift hospital I’ve been reporting from is certainly rudimentary. An hour ago, I watched University of Miami trauma surgeon Dr. Enrique Ginzburg amputate a woman’s foot without general anesthesia, using only a local anesthetic and sedation. The nurse stood by his side, sterilizing surgical instruments in an open pan of soapy water.
Some 250 severely injured patients have been treated at this facility on the United Nations compound near the airport. Almost all of them have orthopedic injuries and open wounds. In a modern hospital, doctors would do surgery to clean the wounds and give intravenous antibiotics. Here, they receive only oral antibiotics and morphine for the pain.

“This is so frustrating,” MacDonald told me. “I wish we could do more.”

So far, three patients out of the 250 have died, but doctors fear that number could go up dramatically. MacDonald explains it takes about six or seven days after a wound occurs for septicemia to set in – that’s a blood borne infection that can quickly shut down the body’s major organs. It’s been three days since the earthquake happened. The clock is ticking.

Hello, Pat & Rush?.... this disaster deserves a response like the one just above, humanitarian relief!!, not some blathering blow-hard self-serving B.S.!!


[So, how are we doing on predicting earthquakes?
Expecting the Big One
By SIMON WINCHESTER
Published: January 14, 2010
Though it can offer scant comfort to the victims of the earthquake in Haiti, seismology is making some slight progress in its search for the holy grail of being able to predict dreadful events like that on Tuesday.
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/01/15/opinion/15winchester.html ]

To get back to the point, which was 'the descension of our public discussion into drivel'...
There's no lack of drivel, is there?
Sarah Palin is another example of someone who has next to nothing intelligent to say, but is given great media attention.
Review of Sarah Palin's book, 'Going Rogue'
http://www.newyorker.com/arts/critics/books/2009/12/07/091207crbo_books_tanenhaus

Please Sarah, just go hunting w/ Dick Cheney,
Chances are, he'll bring YOU home, terrible aim that he has, strapped over the hood of his car.

There are several other topics that get media attention, but again, any reasonable discussion gets buried in hyperbole, and rants.

1 - End of life care - 'Dear Sarah, there are no death panels in the health care reform'...
but it wouldn't be a bad idea to actually talk about this, INTELLIGENTLY!
Personally? I don't want to die in a hospital bed, I'd rather have a bit less time, be a bit more comfortable, and when the end is inevitable?...
'go gracefully, comfortably'.
I'd go to Joshua Tree, take a tent and a sleeping bag, and watch the sun set, one few last times.
As Jim Morrison wrote: 'No one here gets out alive'.
The things that might have killed us decades ago, we survive... to live on, and get some kind of cancer, later?
What kind of a deal is that?
I am an example of that possibility. A few years ago, I landed in a hospital w/ a burst appendix and peritonitis.
Without modern medicine, a really excellent laporoscopic (sic?) surgeon, and IV antibiotics...?
I would be a goner, no two ways about it.
But I am not... and I still smoke a pack a day, and take two hi-blood pressure pills every morning.
Soooo.. when should I make that campsite reservation in Joshua Tree?
Is there any way we can talk, reasonably, about dying, withOUT clinging on endlessly and painfully, at great cost???

2 - The ridiculous amounts of money some people in banking/'financial services' makes me wonder -
how much money does anyone need to make? What good does it do you?
Why isn't there some kind of communal/public ethic kicking in, that inspires you to do something good for all the people on the planet from whom you have skimmed your wealth?
Yes, I really mean the 'skimmed your wealth' part - it has to come from somewhere, doesn't it?
IMHO, we need to talk about accumulating excessive wealth as a disease!
There's a line in a Don Henley song - "They don't make hearses with luggage racks".
If you make 100 million dollars, after the first couple of million, what the hell can you do with it, really...?
(other than help alot of the rest of the world, that doesn't have much more than a pot to piss in??... oh, maybe you could buy a few more Rolls Royce cars, that would be very useful, just one isn't enough, is it?)

That's it for this rant, I will get the hell off my soapbox, turn it over, fill it with pixels or prints, be back in a week.
A parting thought?
Check out this song, by Don Henley, about what really fucking matters:
('Everything is different now')
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fguGkACCOCU&feature=related
Thank you, Don, for 'getting down to the heart of the matter'.
And, yes, Don makes alotta money... but he also does some good things with some of it.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

A Desert(ed) Heart

I promised that the next entry/ first of the year would be about a 'desert(ed) heart' and I always keep my word, so here it is.
B-b-but only after a brief pause for consideration of some recent comments!

The first was a 'thank you' for my post about hand-coloring
(6/14/09 - "Hand-coloring B&W photo prints - a dying art?")
I seem to have encouraged at least one person to give it a try.
Thanks for writing! Hope your work goes well!
One reason why I write (besides trying to explain myself to myself, not an easy task...)
is that many years ago, I had some really good teachers who really gave of themselves (and babbled on endlessly, and most informatively, in a time (1974, 75) when teachers were not nearly as scrutinized and constricted as it seems they are now. These days, their behavior might get them into a lot of hot water!)
They inspired me, and I've read Keith Richards say (in reference to his his hanging out w/ Jack White, who is a third his age)
"you've got to pass it on" - which we all definitely should do.

So I try, as best I can. Film seems to be disappearing, fast... and the art of dealing w/ it is sinking like a stone.
Obviously, I hate that. If film disappears in my lifetime?...
maybe I should buy a one-way ticket to Paraguay, and be done with it all.

Or... maybe I should take Bob Seger's advice! -
(Going to Katmandu!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wd3Mt8JBBBg

The other comment was:
"Your blog keeps getting better and better! Your older articles are not as good as newer ones you have a lot more creativity and originality now keep it up!"

Why, thank you!! And I thought next to no one was reading!
I'll try to remain interesting and informative :-)
I've never tried writing before, but once I did, well, it was kinda like the horse got outta the barn, and was impossible to catch up with.
To tell ya the truth? I didn't even try to track it down!
Let it be 'free range', ya know?

And now, to the image, Desert(ed) heart'.




The landscapes were shot in 'Valley of Fire', in Nevada.
The sky was shot just outside Mojave CA, heading east towards Las Vegas.
The 'heart' is part of a larger sign, I shot in Tehechapi, CA, on a very cold afternoon...
Sooo cold that the Pentax 6x7 batteries were close to 'giving it up'.

In this case, working w/ the photoshop 'sketch' really helped, & 'illuminated the path' to the final print.
My initial inspiration came from the bizarre rock formation - the oval at the far right end is probably big enough to shove a basketball thru, but not much wider.
The distance to that oval from the camera, maybe 5, 6 feet, and the horizontal opening starting at the left is maybe 18-24" high - it was a bitch to squeeze in here to get this angle, without including my own shadow on the foreground.
My idea? replace the sunlit/foreground part of the rock with a much larger landscape, I mean 1/2 a mile, or a mile wide, let's say.
That changes the perceived size of the rock immensely - now the holes in it are gargantuan.
(This makes the Arches Nat'l Monument in Utah seem puny!)

Nice start, I think to myself... what next?
Well, since many of my montages include landscapes, when in doubt about what to do with the top of any image, I add a sky.
I happened to come upon one from earlier in this trip to Nevada that once I flopped it, was a continuation of one of the sides of the opening at the end, heading off diagonally to the left.

"Bingo!" I thought - this is sort of my photographic equivalent to pulling the arm of a one-armed bandit gambling machine, and getting 3 hearts, or 3 cherries in a row.
I developed 1 of the 3 sheets of paper I was working on, to see how it looked.
Answer? Niiiice!
(This is print V1 above)

This leaves a sky 'without much going on... waiting for more'....
But just by itself, it's rather interesting - is the sky 'turning into'(in some kind of space-warp) the rocks below?...
or are the rocks turning into the sky?....
(which comes first, the chicken, or the egg?.... good luck figuring that one out.)

The shape of the hole is not a perfect oval... in fact it's...uh.. kinda heart shaped isn't it? ( the addition of the sky emphasizies this 'line', so to speak.
And I remembered I have something that relates to that, a derelict sign in Tehechapi....!!
It's kind of a 'mirror' of the shape below.
So I added that, and now I had more than '3 cherries in a row', I needed a bag for quarters spilling outta the gambling machine!
So you can see how building this image came a step at a time, adding something & reacting... adding something else & reacting...

Why didn't I do this entirely digitally, w/ photoshop?
I just really like the darkroom, I feel like I can accomplish a whole lot more there, in an hour or so, than I can do digitally in twice or three times the time.
And I still feel like the darkroom is the most fun I can have with my clothes on, and without taking serious hallucinogens... which I haven't done in many years.
(But I wouldn't be averse to trying some, if I was relatively sure it was clean, and well made :-) )
And there's something about the darkroom that just kicks my brain into it's best gear, and things happen and work out better than anything digital.

For larger images, a page at my website:
http://www.bobbennettphoto.net/BeachBlog_2010/DesertHeart/

Next up, in a couple of weeks?
"Am I giving away my secrets?"
Well, yeah.... sort of ...this will be a bit darkroom, and a bit digital.
If you do any digital printing?... you may find this one particularly interesting.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Road trips: what's so bad about winging it, and improvising, hunh?

Thanksgiving is over, and many of us have done a bit of travel...
Xmas is approaching, and maybe we'll do it again.
A few more thoughts about 'travel' are appropriate.. or at least,'potentially relevant'...
hope you enjoy the following thoughts.

I recently read this:
"Apps of the week: Getting there from here"
By Cody McCloy, CNN
November 11, 2009 12:22 p.m. EST

http://www.cnn.com/2009/TECH/11/11/navigation.apps.review/

It seems to be all about the various 'digital things' (GPS, etc?) one can use on a a road trip, to guide you along the way.

It struck me as being... well... really strange, and 'not what road trips should be about' - at least not for me.

My perspective is, of course, from my childhood - born in 1951, growing up in New Hampshire and Maine thru the 50's.
There was no interstate hiway, you got this thing called a map, on paper.... and you followed it, as best you could.
Most roads were two lanes, with a single dotted white line down the middle, at best.
My hometown was Gardiner, Maine, a few miles south of the state capitol, Augusta.
My Dad liked to take us all on road trips, and once we took one to Quebec City, driving through the Maine back roads to Canada.

Soooo... we set out.... and the road got narrower, and the signs fewer, and soon, we didn't know where in the hell we were.
My Dad?...he just kept on driving...that's the kind of guy he was - fearless, even when the gas gauge in the car was at "Empty!)"...
"shut up, kids, we'll get there"... (and we always did).
My mom was in the front seat, she was the most nagging 'back seat driver' you would ever want to know.
She was sure we were doing nothing but getting more & more lost.
(Sorry, Mom, if you can read any of this from 'the other side' ! - i think you would agree...but I would never hold any of this against you! - Dad needed an alter-ego, and you did it well!)

And ya know what?... after a while, the road signs stopped being in english, and were, instead, in french!
"Voulez-vous Gitanes? Gaulouse? Arretez ici!" (French branded cigarettes, "stop here!")...stuff like that.

('Toto, we're not in Maine anymore, are we!?!')

We drove into Canada, without passing any customs, or anything similar.
And we ended up in Quebec city just fine.

I take the same approach (for obvious reasons!) to road trips - just get out there, and drive!
I did exactly that about a decade or so ago, in Arizona.... and the images I stumbled into?... were marvelous.
I just woke up in some cheapo-motel in Arizona, got some bad gas station coffee, smoked half a joint, and drove...
I passed thru this burned-out and deserted town,...and took a few frames that have served me very, very well.



The best montage image to come from this, is one of my best, of all time:

www.bobbennettphoto.net/art/edge.fp.html

Another time I took a side trip on the way home (S.F.) from the desert (the Mojave/Joshua Tree) to check out Lake Isabella.
... which wasn't all that interesting to me, photographically...
but the drive down into the CA. central valley on Rte 178 (totally unexpected!) was awesome!

http://www.californialandscapephoto.com/KRGorge/KR_Gorge_TNs.html

Another few words about road trips/travel:

http://www.cnn.com/2009/TRAVEL/11/18/bluehighways/index.html
Back-road adventurer on America's 'Blue Highways'

William Least Heat-Moon, best-selling author of "Blue Highways," "River-Horse," and most recently "Roads to Quoz," shared his insights on the American road with CNN. What follows is an edited transcript of that conversation.
November 18, 2009 3:28 p.m. EST

An Excerpt:

'...Go with a loose sense of destination....'

"Everybody in this nation, in the Americas, we all are descendants of people who came from the other hemisphere, each of us a descendant of travelers. Movement is in our blood....
To speak metaphorically, we seem to carry a travel gene that makes us want to move.
And a lot of us also carry an active curiosity gene.
We're bears that go over the mountain to see what we can see.
Speed is anathema to deep travel.
If you want to learn the territory between your place of departure and where you end up, you have to have time and use it wisely."

Well said, I agree.
I say 'to hell with *figuring out* where you're going, just go somewhere' -
the place you don't know about might just be a lot better than the place you thought you wanted to go.
(That's also true about life in general.)

"Celebrating the world's worst travel disasters"?
by: Spud Hilton
Sunday, November 15, 2009 - SFGate.com
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2009/11/13/TRA918K0C8.DTL

(Right on topic, here :-), check it out, especially all the added comments!)

More from Spud's blog:

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/blogs/travel/detail?entry_id=52286&type=travel

And of course, something in the New York Times:
(The Grand Canyon during winter)

http://travel.nytimes.com/2009/11/29/travel/29canyon.html

This'll be the last entry of the year - time to take a break - coming up at the beginning of 2010 - a bit of darkroom - "A Desert(ed) Heart".
You can get a preview in the '2009' section of my site: www.bobbennettphoto.net/2009
Have a great holiday!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Dead end road...?



(Above is one of my 'photoshop sketches' of this one.)

I don't know... is this a dead end, or isn't it?
I'm not sure. I'm not sure it's the right title for the image, but I don't have a better one.
I guess it could be a dead end... or... you could drive right on thru the opening, couldn't you?
(But you better not be yakking on a cell phone, or texting, if you are gonna negotiate this road!)

And if you did drive thru the opening, where would you be then?
Too many questions, too few answers. I like it that way.
You're not gonna find too many hard and fast answers in a place where rocks turn into clouds, are you?
Sometimes my prints are a riddle, even to me.
I wrote a statement of sorts, 25+ years ago, which remains true, and that's surprising to me.
I don't whether it means I am on a 'steady and true course'... or whether I am stuck in the mud.
Whatever it is, it is.
(Fortunately, I have a 'better than part-time' day job, and some inheritance income, I don't have to worry about paying the bills w/ my photo work, I can do as I please, & follow my muse. I didn't plan it that way, but am glad it has worked out the way it has.
You won't catch me driving a Jaguar...but you won't stumble over me begging for a change on the streets of SF, either. :-) )

The statement goes like this:

"I think it was Robert Rauschenberg (correct me, someone/anyone, if my attribution is wrong) who said it best - " It starts by YOU telling the picture what it will be -- in the end, THE PICTURE tells you what IT will be...".
I feel like I take that approach..... Not through any 'great design', or dogmatic adherence, ... it's just the way that comes 'naturally'.... and that is all I am interested in.

I collect negatives by taking myself, and simple camera, to places I love - the California coast, and desert - and start walking.....and .. "things happen" ....
I spend a lot of time with my proof sheets, and in a small room, under a dim red bulb. I'm obviously interested in things metaphysical - beyond that, it's up to the viewer to decide what's going on.
( If I haven't figured them out yet, (and I haven't, not *really*), why should I presume to explain them to anyone else?)
Many of the pictures just seem to 'happen', because the individual negatives are 'looking' for each other.
I'm just a chaperone, and a really loose one at that......
...But those were always the best kind of parties, right? "

As usual, more/larger images on a page at my website:
www.bobbennettphoto.net/BeachBlog_2009/DeadEnd/index.html